Monday Blues…but the pounds are leaving me!!!

Well I had to take the girls to Physical Therapy this morning…they are still there hubby is going to pick them up.  I just feel so bad for Brittany she was hurt the worst and I still feel as if it should’ve been me. Sorry can’t stop thinking that because no mother wants to see her child suffer.  Anyway hubby and I had a huge fight last night partly due to me and my emotions and everything and finally I just cried and told him that I really missed him so much and I hate it when he has to leave! Well I am grateful that my girls are alive and as my brother said it could’ve been worse so I just have to shake these feelings and emotions out of my mind.

I’m doing good with the weight loss….lost another 2 pounds this morning so I’m real happy! Haven’t had a chance to exercise so I totally don’t feel like myself…I read Toni’s blog about feeling like an icecream cone; I feel like loose jello lol lol Anyway I know things will get better and I’m really trying to get better and not get emotional and let things bother me but buddies I am not doing a good job!

Please just keep me in your prayers and yes in spite of I am still STAYING POSITIVE!!! Also keep my buddy Wildflower (FLO) in your prayers; I talked with her last week and we all just need prayer at the moment thank you guys so very much!!!!

15 Comments so far

  1. Katie @ July 21st, 2008

    Stay strong, you can get through this :)

  2. twintluv99 @ July 21st, 2008

    You will all get thru it, TOGETHER!!! and you will come out on the other side stronger!!!!

  3. BobsBabePinky @ July 21st, 2008

    Way to go on the two pounds, girl! ;-) You are a strong and wonderful person Angela. Please know that, even if you don’t always feel that way. You are special. Hang in there, my friend! Thoughts and prayers comin’ your way…

  4. GoalWtIn6Months @ July 21st, 2008

    I’m sorry for your daughters and your pain as a mother is very understanding. I’m a mother and all of us know what you mean. I would ALWAYS much rather take all the sickness and pain than have my children go through it….

    Congrats on the weight loss.

  5. jackiep @ July 21st, 2008

    Glad to see you back on track.

    Hope all is going well. Call me when you get a chance.

  6. poet @ July 21st, 2008

    Angela (Angel) you never stop surprising me. You have so much on your plate and yet you stay focused on your weight loss journey, amazing! I am so proud of you losing even more weight. I am always praying for your beautiful family and you. You will all come out ahead sooner or later because people with your beautiful faith always do. Of course they would look Who their leader is! Luv Ya! sista!

  7. iffer753 @ July 21st, 2008

    Congrats on the weight loss despite your heavy load. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Be strong and have faith. You can get through anything.

  8. rochelletrueman @ July 21st, 2008

    hey hun,

    ive missed you and glad you are staying positive. the dust will settle soon enough. my situation is still rough but at least i stopped letting me be unfocused. i guess im accepting it better. i am only 10 pounds from mini goal woohoo!! lost 4 pounds in 1.5 weeks so im happy bout that. my hubby better get his act together real soon LOL cause the pounds are just dropping :) keep in touch you know i love ya xoxoxo

  9. WonderWoman @ July 21st, 2008

    I know it’s hard girl. Hang in there the best you can with everything.

  10. thrive @ July 21st, 2008

    you will make it through even though it is so hard now.you know that i’m sure, but let yourself feel whatever comes and then it will pass.
    was wondering about flo just yesterday. thanks.

  11. buttercup @ July 21st, 2008

    If you’re staying positive, then MY prayers are being answered!

    Chin up… you know the drill. *grins*

    HIGH FIVERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS on the weight loss!

    Hmmmmmmm… ice cream cone… loose jello…. I just had lunch and I feel like a stuffed tomato. LOL

    Huggggggggggggggggs,
    Shan

  12. kamaperry @ July 21st, 2008

    Congrats on the 2 pounds! You are still in my prayers, Britany, too! Hugs!

  13. jensjourney @ July 21st, 2008

    You are doing such a good job trying to stay strong! Hugs coming your way…

  14. AuntTeeTee @ July 22nd, 2008

    I am always praying for you girl..and your girls and your hubby. All things happen for a reason. You just pour your emotions out whenever you need to. Thats what buddies are for. And look at you losing 2 lbs in the midst of all this…congrats! I know you will be just fine darlin. Ride the storm towards the sunlight!

  15. Tammy @ July 24th, 2008

    Every time I read your blog or visit your page, I take a few moments and say a little prayer for you and your family. Please know you are loved and supported!

    Tammy

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