Still in LIMBO…getting better though!!! Thanks buddies!!!

Well i’m still in limbo today not as bad; had a real bad cry today at 5:00 a.m. with GOD! I haven’t prayed in so long it felt strange! I believe it really helped because I feel somewhat refreshed! I’m losing my home…don’t even want to get into it but I am alright. I thank so many of you for your comments yesterday and I know that GOD has a plan for me. Anyway trying to refocus and get back to myself. Heather and I went looking for apartments last week and the one that I wanted I got approved for still have to get the funds not only for the apartment but for Brittany’s tuition as well.

I started back to eating healthy was eating good but not my best.  Will exercise this evening haven’t in so long I’m afraid a spiderweb might come out of me lol lol anyway still very positive in spite of everything and just to let you guys know that I love you and thank you so much for your prayers and support. I am only on buddyslim at work and I do answer my buddies blogs.  So if you don’t see me it’s not that I am ignoring anyone (I’m not like that…SMILE) I just dont have connection at home anymore.  Oh well gotta run and do work please please please keep me in your prayers for everything!

Thanks guys and I’m still POSITIVE!!! Have a great day!

15 Comments so far

  1. JustJane47 @ June 3rd, 2008

    Oooh, Angela, I missed your blog yesterday :(

    I’m glad you turned back to prayer…its the answer to everything, but I’m so sad you are having a rough time.

    Look for an e-mail from k? I’m gonna write you..love ya bunches

  2. JustJane47 @ June 3rd, 2008

    Woops, look for an e-mail from ME ok?? thats what I meant to say

  3. buttercup @ June 3rd, 2008

    Well, MY prayers have been answered cause you just said you had a good cry with God. Makes me smile and I’m glad to see you getting your ducks in a row. Maybe not the way you would like, but you are taking steps and as long as you are taking steps, then I (and God) knows you have not given up.

    Big HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS,
    Shan

  4. twintluv99 @ June 3rd, 2008

    Big hug!!! going your way!!!

    Well look you got the apartment that is good!! Celebrate all the little things girlie!! That is what I do when I fele things aren’t going my way, like how jsut about everythign has been for this wedding!! arghhhhh btu won’t even get into that!!!

    try and have a good day!!

    p.s. there is nothign wrong with a good cry, especially not one with the lord!! those are the best in my opinion!!!

  5. poet @ June 3rd, 2008

    Angela your name alone tells me that you are blessed. I wish “Angel” was part of my name. I know it seems strange to say that you are blessed when you are going through so much right now. As they say “it will come to pass” and you will come out ahead because you have a “Supreme” mentor. Like Shana I too am so happy that you lean on Him. What a huge step in the right direction. All that you do for others especially “Deborah” will be returned to you a hundredfold. How blessed she is to have found you!I will continue to pray for you and burn that candle.

  6. AuntTeeTee @ June 3rd, 2008

    Isnt it funny how a really good cry just pulls God that much closer to your side?! I believe sometimes this is exactly what you need. Your body gets too heavy with emotion and you need to release it all…shake it off and start again.

    I have to laugh at the spiderwebs..LOL That is too cute. More of a funny to me because I have felt just like that. ;)

    Lots of warm Texas hugs for ya! Of course always praying for you

  7. jackiep @ June 3rd, 2008

    Big hugs and kisses to you. I am so sorry for everything you are going thru. I know your heart and mind are heavy right now, all I can say is pray sweetie.

    Your the nicest person in the world and you don’t deserve any of the $hit your going thru. If you need to talk you know I am here for you.

    Luv ya much!

  8. marathongirl @ June 3rd, 2008

    I recently got back from vacation and read your blogs….I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time. If there’s anything I can do, please don’t hesitate to let me know. I am here for you. I also know you’ve deleted some buddies, I hope I was not on your delete list—I haven’t been gone, just on vacation…so if you deleted me–take me back!! HAahahh! Ok…..I hope I at least put a tiny smile on your face! Love you Angela!

  9. BobsBabePinky @ June 3rd, 2008

    Hey girlfriend! Sorry it’s been so long, I’ve missed you. Sorry to hear about the tough trials you’re having. Bless your heart. I love to hear stories about people praying and coming to God with their concerns and worries. I know for sure He is there for us, and that things happen for a reason. Hang in there, my friend. I’m here in cyberspace for ya.
    Love ya! PEACE ;-)

  10. harleygirl @ June 3rd, 2008

    My dear Angela, I missed your blog yesterday too, but will try to get to it today. I am so sorry for everything you are going through, but I know that you can pull through it and that good will come out of it. I’m joining in on Shan’s hug so she better move over and let me get a squeeze in!

  11. lesliealex @ June 3rd, 2008

    Sorry about your home. God must have something better in mind for you.

  12. thrive @ June 3rd, 2008

    oh, aangela, why is my little angel being dragged aroung right now - ugh! i am so glad you had a good cry and you found some support in your prayers. i’ve got you tucked in my heart right now. hugs from your preggers (aka fat and happy ;) )

  13. kamaperry @ June 3rd, 2008

    ((((((((Angela)))) God woke me up this morning thinking of you. Really praying for you, glad you had a good cry with God, I’m sure you needed that. Love you!

  14. Nat2Suite @ June 3rd, 2008

    No tears darling. God always has a plan we may not understand it but put our faith in him and everything well become clear. Just believe.

  15. moonbeam65 @ June 3rd, 2008

    Angela, do YOU have a plan? Resources, support, place to stay, shoulder to cry on? Seriously, it’s time to reach out and tell people that you need their help.

    People would love to support you Angela. You don’t have to be alone…

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