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That’s right I have a 6:30 a.m. flight to Ohio I arrive at 8:25 a.m. so more than likely I’ll be in Ohio by the time you buddies get up lol. I did manage to pull at 3:30 a.m. workout but had to rush and leave for the Airport…I won’t get on until tomorrow or when I arrive at the Hotel later in West Virginia.

I’m picking up the car and then driving and staying in West Virginia tonight and then we’ll come back to Ohio tomorrow! So guys be good have fun and STAY POSITIVE!! You already knew that didn’t you SMILE!!

Have a great day…I certainly will!!!!!!! Remember: STAY POSITIVE!!!!

Actually I’m so happy because today is my last day of work…going to OHIO tomorrow YEAH!!! Get to see my brother and my mom and my nephew and a whole slew of my family. So I;m very excited and driving to WVU to pick up Brittany from college. She is staying in Ohio until Monday. I’m coming back Friday only for my weigh-in on Saturday and then Sunday after church I;m flying back to OHIO to return Monday night. Can you say JET LAG lol lol….anyway I’m so excited!!!

I bought two more new Tae-bo’s Bootcamp ABS - killed me and Dupree afterwards I was lying on the couch couldn’t move lol lol lol And lower body bootcamp. The regular bootcamp was becoming to easy and they say to move on once you have mastered an exercise because it means it’s not working anymore.  Well i can’t imagine mastering bootcamp abs ugh painful but powerful!

Anyway Dupree and I had a good day yesterday; we worked out and hung out! Of course Dad was working on his day off so I;m doing what I have to do!!! I went to bed pretty early and now I;m going to kill myself this morning with the Bootcamp ABS so guys have a wonderful day and remember: STAY POSITIVE!!!!

Hey KAMA I missed you yesterday!!!

Okay let’s forget the fact that this weekend could’ve easily been one of my worse; and the fact that I have been so miserable that I haven’t noticed me.  Well what do you do when you feel bad; (not eat - lol) you go shopping! So I bought this new off white suit for our Women’s Day in April - and it fits so good and a sort of body fitting black dress with a creme line down the front and on the collar!

I get home last night and I’m bored and sad so when I try on clothes it feels good (that’s my therapy) and as I’m looking at myself in the mirror what do I see……………………………….

I see ABS!!!!! YEP ABS I almost cried. Well I know I have been working out hard but I kept feeling my stomach and looking like is that mine lol whoa I couldn’t believe it. So that made my entire bad weekend go out the window!  And from here on out who cares…I have Dupree until June 17, 2008 the last day of school and we’ll get through it!

I will continue working on me and enjoying my life so from here on “I WON’T COMPLAIN! I looked at it like this…all of my exercise and hard work doesn’t really show up when you want it to; but one day you just look and it’s like wow! Remember the coat I bought from KOHLS last month that I couldn’t button…well wore that baby yesterday to church buttoned and all!!!  So what I was saying is that your hard work won’t show immediately but if you continue it will eventually.

And it’s the same with DUPREE as much as I love the kid and instill values and morals in him it doesn’t seem as if he is getting it, but just like my ABS suddenly appearing everything that I am doing and teaching the young lad with eventually come forth! So that is my lesson for today: “HARD WORK, PERSERVERANCE, AND LOVE OF YOURSELF AND OTHERS = NICE ABS  LOL LOL Couldn’t resist but it does work out in the end. So those of you that feel like what is the use this diet and exercising….keep at it and in a few months time you will notice the difference in your body!!!

And on that note: I’m going to workout with Billy Blanks and my Tae-bo!  I can’t believe I have ABS!!!!! WHOA!!! lol lol Have a great day buddies and yes don’t forget:

STAY POSITIVE!!!

On my way to church…I’m just going to pray and pray and pray! Life can only get better right? Buddies please keep me in your prayers and thoughts it was a real rough weekend and hubby and I are still not speaking!!!!

I’m really trying to stay positive and yesterday I pretty much ate whatever I felt like…not to worry most of it was Southbeach food just over did it on the nuts and sugar free popsicles (see i know how to cheat -lol) anyway only two days of work this week then I’m off to OHIO !  I hope these two days fly!

Have a great Sunday everyone and STAY POSITIVE!!! In spite of what is happening, in spite of the good and the bad!!!!!!!!! Love you guys!!!

Well of course hubby dropped off Dupree and then headed to his second job! When he called and said pick him up for school I knew then that was it!  And because I’m trying to not say anything…just put it like this…I dropped Dupree off at church last night to his father and kept going! I have not spoken to him since and don’t intend to!

Dupree was with me at the nail shop and stole some candy…Buddies I have simply had enough. He can’t stay with me his dad and mom has to deal with him. They don’t want to deal with him and sorry but I don’t either. I know he was upset Dad didnt go with him to the basketball father/son game! You should have seen his face when I pulled up to the school. He said where is dad? I told him working…I did buy him a basketball but after he stole the candy I was livid! Dad acts like it’s no big deal and tells him it’s okay we’ll go play ball on Sunday! How about some discipline for the kid? That is actually why he is the way he is…Long story short…he drops the kid off to his mom and goes back to work!

I’m up early this Saturday doing laundry and getting the house ready for a viewing at 3:00 p.m. I won’t be back until real late tonight don’t even want to look at him! Besides I have a breakfast and baby shower! Buddies still try to stay POSITIVE…my positivity is getting real thin!!!!! Have a great day!!!

Yep I got my rear end out of that bed this morning at 5 a.m. actually i was forced out of my bed (hubby snoring like crazy - ugh) and Billy Blanks and i worked out~  Last night I did my Tae-bo and also did some extra weight lifting all night! So I made up for missing my morning workouts (and I did alot of stretching Tatiana) lol.

I must admit I feel so much better when I work out in the morning!! Okay my husband took off today to take Dupree to school and go to a slam dunk father son game tonight at school! I’m going to church! I have a busy weekend planned a breakfast on Saturday and a baby shower~ Next Wednesday I fly to Ohio and then drive to West Virginia to pick up Brittany from college so i am so excited!

I wish I could stay for the entire week, but we have to fly back on Friday because I have my KMART weigh-in next Saturday!!! I just can’t wait for the day when I can be with my family; I miss them so very much!!!

Well buddies have a wonderful weekend and remember as always: STAY POSITIVE!!!

First of all; thanks so much to all of you for your comments yesterday it meant the world to me.  It’s as if I am dealing with this all alone and then ….so many people really care. Well again; thanks from the bottom of my HEART!!! You guys are the best!

I haven’t exercised all mornings…got to get it together. Eating was great yesterday but the other days uuh…down 2 lbs so it really didn’t matter.

Hubby decided to ask everyone what they thought of his move last night! You’re kidding me right? Well too little; too late! So Dupree said he is very sad that his dad and mom don’t care about him and only Mrs. Angela (me)  anyway he assured him that he would fly home every weekend and in June he goes with his dad to TEXAS.  We are getting a legal document drawn up for my protection.

Anyway I will do my best to show the little guy all the love I can for these next three months; he will need it! So again thanks buddies and I;m off to work!!! STAY POSITIVE!!!!

I wanted Trent to come back definitely not that annoying brother; but I was happy that ALI came back and she looks really awesome! I don’t think she should lose anymore; but what do I know? lol Hated the fact that they made us wait until next week to see who get’s kicked off…but hey that’s the suspense of the show.

Let me hear from Biggest Loser fans and KAMA i know you were totally confused since this was your first episode you’ve watched.

That my marriage is OVER!! Not physically; but mentally! I have decided after the 8 years I am NOT moving with my husband and DUPREE to TEXAS and after I sale my house here I am going to buy a condo in OHIO! This has simply been the worse 6 months of my life and I don’t want to continue like this…my husband and I both agree not to divorce but hey the marriage is already over!  Remember I came back from Christmas vacation in Ohio with my family…and it was Dupree who told me he and his dad was moving to TEXAS because I didn’t want to go…yes that’s correct my hubby didn’t even consult with me before making the decision so he has to live with the consequences!

Please buddies don’t think badly of me; I have prayed and prayed and thought about this all along and for the last six months I have merely been a nanny and a maid to his son! He hasn’t spent anytime with me and it’s all been about him working and achieving his goals.  Yet in 8 years i will be retired at a YOUNG 50 and you think I want to be dealing with an emotional high school teenager and all this mess again…NOT!!!! I’m sorry but he has parents that don’t care and it’s not that I don’t care but it’s totally unfair to me.  So here’s the deal he can stay until school is out in June and then he goes to his mother or father (they have to make the decision) I consulted with an attorney and he said legally I have no say in what happens with that child (his mom has more rights than me) so rather than get myself involved into something that I really don’t want to that’ s the bottom line!

I really appreciate all of your concern and know that I am really alright! I have lived my life as such to always be there and help and assist but it’s so unfair when you are the only one giving! I will continue to pray for DUPREE and I warned his father any outburst or screaming or anything of that nature and he is on the first flight to TEXAS!!!! I just ask for your prayers at this time to keep me strong!

I didn’t even exercise this morning…again! I have got to get my life back in order! Thank you so very much buddies for all of your input…I really appreciate it all and I love you guys so much! Please just keep me high on your prayer list! Have a great day and yes STAY POSITIVE!!!!

Okay shoot me everyone lol lol Someone ask me was the little boys name really DUPREE (and of course its someone not familar with my blogs) lol No his name is MARQUIS ;but I gave him that nickname after seeing the movie lol lol lol I know, I know it’s wrong but it so fits! Anyway that e-mail did make me smile and for those of you that didn’t see the movie check it out!!!! lol lol

Have a great day!!! Buddies you guys are something else!!!!